I really could use spring break only one week. Wooo!Not that I really have any one to hang out with over break blah.
I went to my godmothers surprise party last night and it was sooo much fun, but at the same time I realized some depressing things.
1. No matter how important people are to you and how much they mean to you they will let you down.
2. My mom has an awesome group of high school friends who are like a second family to me and will do anything for me. Im afraid I wont have that because I really only talk to one person from the group of friends I had in high school and I only graduated two years ago.
3. I dont think my aunt understands how much I love her and how much it affects me when she drinks a lot, and not every once in awhile but more than she should. I dont even know theres so much I could say here.
4. I will probably never find somebody who loves me more than my family and all of my parents friends who are like family to me will. Nor will I find anyone to love me like my stepdad loves my mom and Kevin loves Kimmy (my godparents) and all of the other happy couples that were there.
5. ... Idk I have soo much on my mind I could go on. but I have homework.
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