Ryaaaan <3

So I got to talk to Ryan for a little bit on AIM it was nice it was short like 5 min. I miss him soo much. I asked him how he was doing and other than wanting to be home with us hes doing good soo Im happy. I dont get to talk to him much but when I do its very hard to say bye when he has to go.

Lets see work wasnt bad. I was bitter, Kevin came in with a bunch of his friends. I am and Im ready to move on but you know it still sucks seeing him and how much he has changed is such short time. I guess thats what college does to you, he didnt seem phased by seeing me. He must have figured I would be there or is he really that heartless that it didnt bug him at all. It clearly bugged me I was in grill so I didnt really have to deal with him but I got all freaked I dont know I guess he still has a little bit of my heart. Then Katelyn was there thank god I love her I wish we hung out more. But she let me vent to her about how much I hated him, she agrees hes changed soo much. I think my manager was suprised to see me say one rotten thing about somebody since Im usually level headed in front of her anyways. The one good thing about seeing him was seeing how is life was going down hill since me. Like he has a nasty beard, he thinks hes the shit (clearly hes not), and hes wasting his life bye smoking pot (really cool).

Lets see what else. I really dont want break to end I love spending all this time with my friends, I have felt happier than I have in the past year in just the past few weeks with them. Although the only one really leaving is Liz but still thats really sad ): I love Liz. I love her enough to endure the cold to take cute snow pictures, which came out awesome. Luckily though Karissa and Laura will be staying in town so I wont go completely crazy.

Alsoo I cant believe Im going to Europe on Friday .. So unreal still. I need to pack tomorrow SOOOOOO EXCITEDD!!!! <3>