Daddy and Ryann <3

So clearly Nicholas Sparks is one of the best writers ever, he also writes the most depressing books in the world Im probably going to cry myself to sleep its fine.

For some reason how much I miss my dad is hitting me now. Also my brother. Ive been crying for them they are both safe which helps but still they arent home with me. The holidays werent that bad but I dont think I really had time to think about how they werent around. But now I do and its hitting me really hard. I just want them both home soon.

I will write more tomorrow Im just so tired.